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So, there comes the end of our journey (possibly?), Author hasn’t updated since July 2022, without any sort of hiatus announcement.
He’s been busy playing Apex from what I know stalking watching him on twitter and youtube.

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Gotta study to get a job now. If I find a novel I like then I might come back another time.

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CH#327

#327


 

The time was too short, to the point where I wanted to rewind an hour.

Since Maeda’s group visit,

Between the weekend holiday and Monday after school, the approaching event echoed repeatedly in my mind like a echo.

Not only after school, but also before morning assembly and during break time, I worked with gratitude towards the gathered individuals, even though no one was directing us, and made sure to confirm with each person about their respective tasks.

The necessary supplies were mostly gathered through a shopping trip with Shizuku and Kirasaka over the weekend.

The only things left to buy were items for decorating the gym on the day itself.

 

… If there’s an opportunity to talk about the time with them, let’s do it somewhere.

While everything hasn’t gone perfectly smoothly, it’s commendable that there haven’t been any major problems in this unfamiliar environment.

I was honestly getting nervous because I had prepared for one or two more troubles, but things were progressing smoothly.

Both the physical education classes and club activities are suspended on the day of the event and before the graduation ceremony, and arrangements have been made for cleaning staff to wax the floors.

There will be two witnesses: one from the school’s facilities staff and one from the student council.

Koizumi and Miura volunteered for this role.

 

Regarding the creation of the commemorative video, there haven’t been any objections or refusals from other students, and things have been progressing smoothly.

Nakayama made a fuss about there being no suitable background music for the video, which led to everyone searching for their favourite music on their smartphones, creating a memorable moment.

Individuality varies from person to person. It took some time for everyone to choose something that everyone could agree on.

 

 

Kirasaka chose classical music, Shizuku chose a traditional Japanese-style background music, and the first-year duo of Shiraishi and Hino-kun surprisingly chose rock music.

Before the graduation ceremony, Nakayama, riding the wave, chose natural sounds. There was a continuing argument about why soothing music was being used in a commemorative video, but when asked by the ever-reliable Yuuto, he quickly found a suitable background music for the graduation theme, which settled it.

If the discussion took too long, I would have suggested a collection of cat meows, causing chaos.

 

However, despite the extra effort, we’ve overcome the biggest obstacle as Nakayama mentioned, so now we’re trimming the excess and nearing the final touch-ups.

An hour ago, we received a call from the kindergarten.

We contacted the parents over the weekend, and since we received mostly positive responses, they want to have a final meeting including the day of the event.

It might not have been possible to get approval from just the students’ activities alone. The influence of adults with visible achievements and the name of the company cannot be estimated by us students.

 

There was a discussion about who should go, but it was concluded that Shizuku, who mainly led the first discussion, would be suitable.

Of course, she won’t be alone, and both Kirasaka and I will accompany her, but the flow will be centered around Shizuku.

As the form nears completion, changes have also occurred in the surroundings. First and foremost, the number of participants has increased.

At the stage where the outline was completed, Yuuto proposed something.

 

“What about getting Miyashita-san to join too?”

 

“I don’t know… well, I guess she’ll be fine.”

 

It’s unlikely that Miyashita would join out of selfish reasons and disrupt the group.

 

…Although the reason for her participation is definitely just to see Yuuto.

But we’ve spent some time together. I glanced at the other members, but no one voiced opposition, so I nodded, and Yuuto immediately went to bring Miyashita from the sewing room to join us in the classroom.

 

When she came with Yuuto, there was another person following behind.

It was Machida, the captain of the baseball team, whom I had seen and exchanged a few words with a little while ago.

He stood in front of the sewing room door and briefly expressed his feelings.

 

“I want to help too.”

 

With a shaved head and a large build, but perhaps not very articulate. His short words didn’t convey any understanding of his true feelings.

However, his eyes, as he looked at me, didn’t give off any sense of suspicion. It must be pure in essence.

Whether he wants to send off a senior he’s indebted to or he just enjoys this kind of activity, I found Machida to be quite likable among the group.

Around the table where everyone was gathered and working, I pointed to an empty seat.

 

“Are you good with your hands?”

 

“I’m quite good because I like knitting.”

 

“…That’s cute.”

 

He seemed serious, probably a bit stiff. And it’s uncomfortable how his strong personality, like liking knitting, makes it hard to figure out how to interact with him.

But it’s reassuring to have more manpower. Yesterday and the day before, there was a lot of heavy lifting involved in moving chairs, desks, and various equipment.

I’m famously weak and embarrassed to even be considered a force to reckon with, so we definitely need to make use of the baseball team’s strength.

 

With Miyashita and Machida joining in, preparations are moving into the final stage.

In the sewing room, some were editing videos on computers, while others were competing to see who could make the most beautiful paper flowers for decoration.

 

Koizumi and Miura went to check the final schedule with the third-year class teacher, and Shizuku and Kirasaka used the venue layout to simulate the day repeatedly, considering the optimal positions for students, the waiting area for kindergartners, and the timing of the entrance.

Amidst all this, I pondered over the task assigned to me.

Alone in front of the teacher’s desk, in a place where I could see the entire classroom, I wrote and erased text on manuscript paper repeatedly.

 

“…”

 

“You look scary, Minato-kun.”

 

“We’re not sending a declaration of war to the enemy, so relax a little.”

 

Being pointed out by the girls working in the seats in front of me, I unconsciously exhaled the breath I had been holding.

Leaning back against the backrest of the chair, I looked up at the ceiling.

The ceiling I had become accustomed to recently wouldn’t inspire any ideas.

 

From early morning until the end of the day, I had occasionally stopped to help with other tasks, but I mostly focused on this manuscript work.

It was a farewell address from the current students to the graduating students, for the farewell party or the graduation ceremony.

At Sakuranaoka Academy, first-year students don’t participate in the graduation ceremony.

 

All grades gather only at the farewell party, so according to Koizumi, a farewell address from the current students is necessary for that occasion.

It’s something I thought the Student Council President would handle, but somehow I ended up being tasked with crafting the text.

There are many subjects I struggle with in class and assignments. However, if I were asked about something I particularly dislike, it would undoubtedly be anything related to arrangement. In fact, there are probably fewer students who like it than those who don’t.

While I’m good at putting together selfishly written texts like the classic book review essays for summer assignments, it’s a different story when it comes to crafting a farewell address.

 

It’s the words from current students to graduating ones. Each word requires careful consideration. Which ones are appropriate, and which ones are not?

Perhaps if I had some experience, I could write it fluently, but this is my first time. If I can effortlessly complete this task, I might even glimpse a future in the humanities.

 

Furthermore, it’s strictly forbidden to copy and paste templates. In this age of the internet, you can find countless similar texts if you search, but Koizumi insists that there’s value in coming up with your own thoughts.

Perhaps he’s starting to show a side of himself befitting a Student Council President. And his friendly but serious personality won’t tolerate any shortcuts.

In the bustling sewing room, where conversations are exchanged between tasks, the sound of tapping desks with sharpened pencils echoes softly. When Kirasaka spins her pencil with her fingertips and asks,

 

“So, have you decided who will speak on stage?”

 

“…Not yet.”

 

The problem isn’t just the content of the manuscript. I’m also struggling to decide who will stand on stage and address the graduating students.

I’m entrusted with everything in the farewell address. It sounds good in words, but it’s also a heavy responsibility.

 

However, the fact remains that I’m burdening Koizumi and the others in the Student Council with responsibilities outside their duties.

There’s no choice but to handle it within the Executive Committee.

Fortunately, there are suitable people around as manpower. Even if I entrust them with the task of standing on stage on the day of the event, I must complete the manuscript myself, or I’ll have no standing.

I’ve prepared several drafts to be reviewed by the grade-level coordinator, but none of them seem quite right.

 

Without knowing the correct final form, it’s hard to feel a sense of accomplishment.

Perhaps it might be one option to work in the Student Council room with Koizumi and Miura, who likely have some knowledge, while finishing the manuscript. Resetting my rigid thought process and replenishing my sugar levels could be accomplished in a single trip to the vending machine.

 

As I reached for my wallet, intending to go and do just that, a knock on the door announced the arrival of a visitor.

All eyes turned, and the voices that had been chatting stopped as the door opened slightly.

With large eyes and chestnut-coloured hair peeking through, her gaze met mine, and a reflexive greeting slipped out of her mouth.

 

“Oh, President.”

 

“Hello, sorry to bother you. Did I interrupt?”

 

President, who suddenly showed her face, held up a convenience store bag, probably a token of appreciation, and uttered words of encouragement.

 


<BBX> : If you have time, do read the announcement, I’ll post next to this after sometime.
PS: This maybe my last note, idk 😗

CH#326

#326


 

Humans have expectations.

Above all, they expect things from themselves.

Being at the center of attention in class, excelling more than teammates in club activities. Having better academic abilities than classmates who study the same amount.

Having minor insecurities but having a more polished appearance than others.

 

When potential begins to bloom in various fields, people have expectations. They wonder if they might be better than others.

So, I confront this belief as a mistake. To assert that those without talent are mistaken.

 

“Maeda is the captain of the soccer team, and Iida is the ace of the volleyball team… How impressive is that?”

 

“How impressive…? Well, I’m not in any sports clubs, you know.”

 

In response to the question, Nakayama hesitates, placing her hand on her chin like a detective. Because she’s in the Home Economics Club, she can’t compare herself with confidence.

It’s natural not to know. I also have some idea from my time in the soccer club.

So, I change the topic of conversation.

 

“Then, is Yuuto impressive?”

 

“Of course!”

 

“What specifically?”

 

“He’s handsome, not in any sports club but still has great athleticism, he’s the best in studies among boys, and above all, he’s kind.”

She eloquently describes the image of Ogiwara Yuuto she sees. Not one of the things mentioned is wrong.

 

It’s the actual evaluation and abilities of Yuuto. Nakayama doesn’t know, but he’s also good at household chores and cooking.

It wouldn’t be strange if he started ranking first in the Guys you’d want as a husband category in the future.

How impressive the Ogiwara Yuuto she envisions is.

Unfortunately, a person’s talent can’t be measured by a ruler.

So, who else possesses abilities equal to Yuuto’s?

 

Is it Maeda, or Iida?

The answer is no one.

 

“As far as I know, there are only four people. Those who truly have talents different from those around them at this school.”

 

In my mind, the faces of the four people I’ve become closest to come to mind.

Of course, there’s not a trace of myself among them.

Koizumi, Miura, Shiraishi, and Hino-kun. They couldn’t join any club’s leadership position.

Only outside of school could Kaede possibly hold them back. My sister is of the same kind.

 

“Yuuto, Shizuku, Kirasaka, and the president… Everyone else is just ordinary. Including you, me, and of course, Maeda.”

 

“What do you mean by that? If they’re compared to those four, it’s only natural… What are you trying to say?”

 

“So… it’s natural for them to be impressive, but it’s also about how we behave as if we’re similar to them.”

 

While slightly expressing discomfort at being told she’s ordinary, Nakayama prompts me for further explanation.

Naturally… perhaps that one word sums it up.

Outstanding potential.

Even if ordinary people put in effort, they won’t reach it.

But many people don’t notice, don’t try to notice.

 

Why ordinary people can’t reach them. Even talented individuals put in effort. Genius isn’t solely about talent.

It’s because they continuously work hard and improve their skills in proportion to their abilities.

The surroundings don’t notice, don’t try to notice.

Because the effort piled up behind the scenes is dismissed with just one word: talent.

 

Once they realize it, they’ll be confronted with the fact that what they’re doing is just self-satisfaction. And they don’t want to move further in that direction.

So, they use the word ‘talent’ as a big shield, thrusting it at them.

Recognizing that geniuses put in effort, changing their minds, and further improving their efforts is what makes someone a genius of effort.

It’s something to be proud of, but it’s not easy to obtain with just one word.

 

Many people end up giving up before that.

I, who have once given up, say this.

The thought process of ordinary people may not necessarily be wrong.

They are only confined within the small box called Sakuranaoka Academy for now, but they might soar tomorrow, or next year.

 

Maybe they’re just staying because they’re being showered with the heat of talent, or maybe it’s because of romantic feelings.

But it’s not something that can be summed up with just one word.

I want to put it into words, but I can’t seem to find the right phrase. It’s surprisingly difficult to verbalize what I’m thinking in a way that others can understand.

Hmm, with a sigh, I try to simplify my words while still being specific.

 

“Most of the students who came to the sewing room earlier seemed to have the stance that it’s better for them to be active with us rather than someone like Shinra, right? Like, it feels more natural for you guys to be with them rather than with the disliked guy, for their sake?”

 

“Well, I won’t deny it, but I also think there’s a lot of jealousy towards someone who’s popular and hogging all the attention.”

 

“That’s true… but originally, they can’t stand shoulder to shoulder with them. Even if Maeda and Iida are showcasing their talents in club activities, it’s just an extension of mediocrity. They can never cross over to their side.”

 

I’ve seen it closer than anyone else.

I’ve observed it longer than anyone else.

There are siblings at home who have the same talent.

That’s why I understand.

With just ordinary effort, you can’t cross that line.

It’s wrong to recognize someone as a close presence just because they have a little more talent than others.

 

That’s not just a little talent, it’s not something that can be achieved with just a little effort or stretching.

But, the people who came today probably aren’t even thinking about that.

Being with us, who excel in sports, seems more appropriate than being with dull guys who always act so high and mighty.

Certainly, objectively speaking, that might be true. But, that’s just comparing us to themselves.

 

They’re not comparing themselves and Shizuku’s group. If they did, they’d realize it.

That it’s just a difference in size, like whether a pebble on the roadside is slightly bigger or smaller. And unfortunately, there are too many talented individuals gathered around her.

At least four in this place called high school.

 

Originally, they should have been distant figures, but there are too many of them, so they’ve become close.

That’s why the ruler is distorted.

Expectations and misunderstandings arise. It’s not a bad thing. Maybe I’m just thinking too much.

But if you’re going to interact with them, you need to think about it first. Where you stand and how far away you really are from them.

 

“Talent might hurt others, but it can also hurt the person themselves just as much.”

 

“…?”

 

“…If Nakayama really wants to be with Yuuto, it’s a problem she’ll definitely have to face.”

 

I replied with a wry smile to Nakayama, who tilted her head in confusion.

It’s a very important issue.

If you don’t prepare yourself, you’ll end up with big wounds. Unconscious words and casual conversations can become sharp blades that hurt others.

 

“When it comes to dating Yuuto, no one around will ever approve. You’ll be ridiculed for not being a match and coldly pushed away.”

 

I assert, it’s an inevitable future. When I said that, Nakayama’s body tensed slightly. She must have imagined it in her head.

The image of herself walking next to Yuuto, and the way people around her would treat her differently than before.

Humans are creatures that can easily cut ties, not just one-on-one, but in groups, for their own benefit, self-preservation, and desires.

And the malice is directed not at one person, but at the group as a whole. They never intended it to be a one-on-one situation from the start.

They easily gather those who agree with them, those who sympathize with them, and easily wound with the blade of their words.

You shouldn’t be standing by their side.

She should be there, he should.

Even if it’s a relationship that both parties have acknowledged, outsiders don’t consider that.

 

As a result, they distance themselves, feeling like they were always out of reach.

They drift away, so easily.

The reasons are because of different talents, because they don’t match, because there should be someone more suitable.

It’s probably just like that when you think in clichés.

So, I wonder.

 

Is romantic affection something that you can easily discard just because people around you gossip about it?

What they seek might be a desire similar to possessiveness, like collecting something that others don’t have, driven by twisted emotions.

 

Kanazaki Shizuku is a girl overflowing with talent, but she’s just an ordinary high school girl.

She falls in love, sheds tears, and has her own self-awareness.

However, she became more reserved, more self-conscious, crushed by the ideal image that people around her seek.

 

Ogiwara Yuuto puts on a confident facade, easily lies to cover up his flaws, and builds walls against those around him with words that ensnare others.

As a result, he plastered a smile on his face and earned the title of the prince of the school.

His first love was a girl with similar talents, but what he fell for was her personality. If another girl with a similar personality appeared, he would date her regardless of her appearance or talent.

 

Kirasaka Rei wished more than anything to be treated like everyone else.

However, she was categorized as special due to her birth and numerous talents and appearance.

The efforts she made behind the scenes were brushed aside with a single word: talent.

And she continued on, walking the path of a solitary existence, away from others.

 

Hiiragi Akane was expected to be exemplary.

Because she had the ability to fulfill those expectations, she strived to be the epitome of excellence more than anyone else in history.

Without experiencing the ordinary, commonplace experiences that ordinary high school girls go through, she remained bound to the position of being exemplary.

Both at home and at school… it felt like she was trapped in a narrow cage, suffocating.

 

Talent is something everyone envies.

But with talent comes an equal amount of misfortune.

Expectations from unwanted sources.

Judgment from outsiders towards the person you have feelings for.

Continuing to interact with them means being prepared for that.

Or perhaps, it means accumulating enough talent and effort to be worthy.

They weren’t born with everything from the start. They became geniuses because they accumulated enough effort to fill a larger vessel than others.

With that understanding, we must act and speak.

 

So when Maeda’s group visited us together for the first time, I somehow understood, even if just vaguely.

They didn’t come with resolve, nor did they come purely to send off the seniors who had taken care of them. They only came driven by their own desires, amplifying their sense of legitimacy through group consciousness.

Among that group, the only one who harboured individual thoughts was Machida from the baseball team. I secretly thought that he might be able to build a good relationship with the executive committee in the future.

I told Nakayama that it was a mistake with a arrogant tone, but even I don’t actually think my thoughts are correct.

 

I just believe that you need to keep thinking.

Even someone like me has something that feels like certainty.

In this conversation, there’s something that really needs to be conveyed.

 

“If someone like us really wants to be with them, then we need to have our own thoughts and not give in. We can’t climb to where they are, but we mustn’t pull them down to where we are. So, no matter what others say, cling to them until they’re smiling.”

 

So, in the classroom illuminated by the dusk, with the meaning of reminding myself, I delivered those words with a firm voice and determination.

 


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CH#325

#325


 

The reactions of the students, filled with astonishment, confusion, and a hint of anger, as they raised their voices, stood up, and approached, need not be described.

However, not a single student on their side dared to step over to our side of the desks.

The first to intervene and stop their words and actions was Koizumi.

 

“I’ll explain for those who haven’t stepped forward as an executive committee member. This activity started with Shinra-kun alone gathering people. I’d appreciate it if you refrain from voicing changes based on personal feelings.”

 

He said with a cold stare and tone that one wouldn’t expect from his serious and gentle demeanour, causing several students to fall silent. It’s surprisingly intimidating when kind people occasionally show a strong attitude.

Even the nonchalant athletes seemed affected.

Next to speak up were Miura and Shiraishi.

Their words were more straightforward than emotional.

 

“You don’t have the authority to appoint or change the executive committee leader. Even elementary school students would understand that if they think about it properly.”

 

“Moreover, the seniors who should be setting an example for their teammates as club leaders causing disruption to school events based on the evaluations of those around them or their personal impressions is the real problem here. Whether the Student Council made the right choice is an issue that cannot be ignored.”

 

Miura, who voiced the criticism I wanted to express, and Shiraishi, who couldn’t engage in a back-and-forth conversation over the phone, demonstrated remarkable adaptability in observing the flow of conversation in person. It’s characteristic of Shiraishi to emphasize and exert pressure by mentioning the Student Council. I admire that.

As for Hino-kun, I had expected him to remain silent, but he also clearly expressed his rejection. The reason was his self-centered words that slipped out of his mouth.

 

“He has red hair and a striking character, but…”

“So, you were thinking about that…”

 

The barely audible murmur would only reach those nearby. Therefore, no one could blame Koizumi or Miura, who were visibly shaken. Even if someone could, I couldn’t.

Indeed, Maeda has red hair, he’s a male student, and he’s also physically fit, likely because of being in the sports club. Apart from having many friends, he fits the bill perfectly.

However, what surprised me was that Nakayama also reached the same conclusion.

 

She belongs to the other side, if asked to choose between the two.

The three castes existing in the school: the sports clubs, committees, and social circles. Nakayama is a student in the upper echelon of the social circle caste based on friendship relations.

The conditions I offered for joining the executive committee also included sweet words about spending time with Yuuto. I assumed she wouldn’t deny or confirm, but she caught my gaze and casually waved her hand.

 

“I mean, we don’t have enough time to start from scratch now, you know? We’ve just barely got a clear outlook, so it’s not joke.”

 

“…More importantly,”

 

Maintaining an attitude of not probing into the other party’s feelings is because she belongs to a different caste from them.

While Maeda and Iida may have wide circles of friends, there’s still a bias. The community among those who do sports.

On the other hand, Nakayama belongs to the entire school community. There was never a need to hesitate from the beginning.

Many male students find it difficult to show a strong stance to female students. However, considering that there are also many female students on the other side.

The moment they incurred resentment, but before speaking, they would fall silent.

 

“Maeda and Iida seem to have misunderstood, but I’m just helping out because Minato said he’s going to be the executive committee leader. I don’t intend to cooperate if you’re going to take over and execute it.”

 

She said with a smile. A smile, even to the point of being thorough, can sometimes instill fear in the opponent. Behind that expression, there might be a sense that she incurred great anger.

If the opponent is a prince charming whom many female students admire, there were even students who turned pale and began to explain.

Yuuto is not the prince charming that female students idealize.

He’s a high school boy around the same age.

 

If they misunderstand him as someone who bets everything on selfless service, then it’s no wonder they say love is blind.

I don’t know the ratio of those who support Shizuku and Kirasaka among the male students, but Kirasaka, who sees the whole picture, dismissed it like this.

 

“This is a gathering by Shinra Minato to send off the seniors, and those who are in a flirtatious mood like at a mixer are not welcome.”

 

She calmly and dispassionately stated the fact, and many male students shrunk back and fell silent under her icy, prickly gaze and atmosphere, which she hadn’t directed intentionally for quite some time.

The Ice Queen—she used to be called that by many students.

Certainly, her demeanour has softened, and her smile has increased. However, there’s no doubt that the blade within her hasn’t dulled.

The last one to maintain his opposing stance until the end was Maeda.

He stood up, slammed his hand on the table, looked at all of us, and finally stopped at Shizuku.

 

“Someone who doesn’t even have friends, let alone seniors they’ve been indebted to, being the executive committee leader? Shizuku-chan might be helping out because she’s childhood friends with someone, but nobody’s going to celebrate or be happy for this guy—”

 

“Maeda-san?”

 

Maeda’s words were cut off by Shizuku’s soft voice.

The students sitting behind him closed their mouths, seeming to realize something.

However, Maeda, who was getting heated up in his soliloquy, didn’t notice it in that instant.

He crushed the possibility of becoming close to them again during his remaining year of school with his slip of the tongue.

 

Shizuku remained unchanged, as always.

With her calm and elegant demeanour, and her voice like a bell that captured the hearts of many male students.

She showed merciless rejection.

 

“I find you very unpleasant.”

 

“Huh…?”

 

“Being called by name by someone I’m not close to, the lingering gaze, and the imposition of values… everything is unpleasant. Please leave.”

 

The words that came out of Shizuku’s mouth were far from what I had expected. Maeda seemed like he wanted to say something, but his expression seemed to say otherwise.

However, there was not a hint of joke on her face.

It was genuinely, truly her words.

Understanding the situation, I called out to Maeda, who seemed unaware even now, almost as if hitting him with my words.

 

“As Maeda said, I don’t have senior friends, and few students even know me. But, there are people I’ve been indebted to. It wouldn’t sit right with me if those people left for their new lives without any thought for their juniors when they graduate from high school. That’s all.”

 

In the stagnant time, Shizuku was the first to try to move time forward somehow.

The encounter with Kirasaka, who filled the missing cogwheel of coincidence as she sat next to me.

And Hiiragi Akane, who brought change to my unchanging daily life after that encounter.

Standing dignified at the school gate, welcoming the students, although at the time I thought it was a symbol of disaster, looking back, it was a turning point in life.

 

A busy and responsibility-laden organization for what seems like just a student activity.

The sense of being out of place was beyond words.

But, it was not a bad time. At home, at school, in those days where I felt like I had no place. The one who provided a definite place for me, even if by chance, was that senior.

 

Only one senior, but a senior to be sent off.

So, whether I want to do something to be pleased or not, I will create a farewell party that will satisfy her.

In that process, I denied the repeated simple task of the formula, because there is a condition that will satisfy her and satisfy many students.

 

“Even if Maeda and others had prepared, assuming there was more time, it would probably end up being something that is less appreciated than what we can provide.”

 

“That’s why! Why do you always act so high and mighty…?”

 

Eyes containing various emotions glared at me with the strongest intensity of the day. There’s no basis for it, but I have confidence in stating it.

The condition to please Hiiragi Akane is to make the farewell party one that many students will enjoy.

Their farewell party is a celebration that we can enjoy as well as honour the seniors we’ve been indebted to.

That’s why there are about three essential members in the group.

 

Sharing the same time, sharing the same struggles, and ultimately relying on them.

That’s why I can’t agree.

We don’t need to enjoy the process.

Feeling satisfaction and joy can wait until everything is over.

An organization that requires the greatest satisfaction and happiness from the process has already lost sight of its purpose.

 

“The executive committee that includes Shizuku, Kirasaka, and Yuuto.”

 

The word spread, and people gathered for the executive committee. It’s like they’re the main attraction.

The events they plan end up being exclusive affairs. They’re full of energy and cheer, typical of sports clubs, and many students find them incompatible.

 

Their eyes don’t see the quiet students who quietly go about their school life. They affirm that it’s right to spend time cheerfully and loudly in bright places.

There’s no right or wrong way to spend school life. But it’s the top-ranking students who dismiss spending time quietly as gloomy and boring.

 

“If you want to have a fun farewell party with your friends, do it at the after-party. Then there’s no way I, who you hate, would participate.”

 

That’s the end of the discussion.

With that meaning, I stood up, opened the door at the front of the room, and stood next to it.

The students sitting opposite me realized what my actions meant, and it didn’t take them long to realize that they were being asked to leave.

With spiteful expressions, sighs, and a few casual foot taps, I graciously accepted their warm farewell greetings and continued to stand in front of the door until the last student left.

 

Finally, looking into Maeda’s eyes as he left, it’s safe to say that their group’s likability further decreased.

Whether it would escalate into childish bullying or not, let’s leave it to their mental age. Indirectly, this issue may have been caused by the impression I’ve created among those around me.

 

So, I took on the task of fixing the desks in the classroom, organizing the documents, locking up, and cleaning up, while allowing other students to do as they please outside the classroom.

Most of the student council members are probably back in the student council room, continuing their work.

Shizuku, Kirasaka, and Yuuto might be waiting outside the classroom.

 

Meanwhile, only Nakayama remained in the classroom, helping me clean up my PC and the rest of the mess.

There aren’t many words exchanged, but the atmosphere isn’t particularly tense either.

In that silence, Nakayama asked a question that seemed to have been bothering her since our previous conversation.

 

“Why did you say it like that in the end? You could have found a better way to phrase it and avoid ending on a sour note, couldn’t you?”

 

“…”

 

Her body and eyes turned towards me, and our gaze met without wavering.

Why did I phrase it like that…?

It felt like that was the usual way I spoke, but it certainly ended up leaving words that would sow discord.

The answer is already within me.

 

“Because today, almost everyone who came to this sewing room… well, except for Machida, was wrong.”

 

To call it a mistake… there’s no definitive right answer to this issue.

That’s why people end up making mistakes.

They can’t recognize what’s right, and they can’t admit it.

As Nakayama looked at me with interest, I sighed and looked up at the ceiling, almost as if it were a habit.

 


<BBX> : GO! SHIZUKU! GO!

PS: Sorry for disappearing, uni decided that we should have a mock interview with AI and notified on very the same day, as for the other days, had an exam today.

CH#324

#324


 

The conversation was straightforward and very easy to understand.

In the sewing room that we usually use as the activity room for the executive committee, several students, including the one who had called earlier, were waiting for us to return.

Facing each other across the desks were the representatives of both sides.

Speaking on behalf of them was Maeda, the new captain of the soccer team.

 

“The reason we’re telling you to delete the videos is because we can’t trust a committee led by you.”

 

“…”

 

The hostile gaze directed at him seemed to pierce through both of my eyes.

I wonder when our relationship deteriorated to the point where he harboured such animosity towards me. No, there wasn’t any relationship to begin with.

 

His name is Maeda. He’s the captain of the soccer team, with flashy red hair and a dishevelled appearance, fitting the description of a ‘sunny guy.’

Sitting next to him was another familiar face, Machida, the new captain of the baseball team.

Though quiet, his dedication to baseball was genuine, earning him the captaincy with his impressive performance and attitude towards practice.

 

The female students in the room were all members of the girls’ volleyball team, led by their captain, Iida.

Despite being a girl, she had a tall stature and long limbs. Her hair was trimmed short, but her personality was characterized by impatience, often causing conflicts among students.

It might be easier to describe her as assertive rather than strong-willed.

 

I didn’t know all the students present, but I recognized the names and faces of the representatives.

As part of the student council activities, representatives from various clubs gathered once a month for a meeting where minor issues that could be resolved among students were reported and addressed.

 

The student council members served as facilitators, and naturally, I was also present as part of the assembly.

However, I didn’t recall ever having a direct conversation with them. We weren’t in the same class, nor were we in the same class last year. In other words, it was essentially our first encounter, despite having seen each other before.

Given the level of hostility directed at me, there must be some reason for it.

In the instant I pondered a response to Maeda’s words, I recalled the conversation I had with Shizuku and Kirasaka outside this classroom.

 

…Without even telling them, it seems the problem lies with me.

Suppressing a wry smile that was about to escape, I briefly bowed my head to conceal my thoughts.

 

 

 

 

Hurrying back from outside the school, we arrived in front of the sewing room and took a moment to catch our breath.

Even though it was a short sprint, I found myself slightly out of breath.

It reminded me that despite being young, lack of exercise is a formidable enemy, prompting me to tidy up my dishevelled appearance.

 

Glancing around, I couldn’t help but feel a little hurt that Koizumi, Miura, and the others didn’t seem out of breath at all.

Especially considering I had always thought Miura, in particular, lacked physical stamina, it was truly regrettable that he was now leading in the rankings of unhealthiest. I quickly discarded any pride I had in my non-existent athletic ability, and turned my gaze towards the classroom door.

 

From inside the slightly ajar door, voices could be heard, indicating that the students were already waiting.

Who they were and why they were here were questions I couldn’t answer definitively until I addressed them directly. However, the demand to delete the videos was clearly stated.

 

From there, I could infer either the videos contained inappropriate content or the recipients mishandled them.

But the crucial point was not the content itself. It was why this issue was raised at this particular moment. The retrieval of the videos had been an ongoing process since the beginning of our activities.

 

We would inform them beforehand, collect the videos, explain the overview, and request the videos they wanted to use.

So, my first guess that it was due to some dubious reason was a stretch. Looking back, there was a clear point that could explain the purpose and timing.

 

The recent involvement of three students in the committee activities.

Kanazaki Shizuku, Kirasaka Rei, and Ogiwara Yuuto. Their participation in the executive committee had only just begun. Until then, activities had been carried out by me, other student council members, and Nakayama.

Their actions had undoubtedly caught the attention of many students. So, if we were to consider a reason, my second guess would be more plausible.

 

Otherwise, there would be no reason to raise this issue now.

For the students, the farewell party was just a rite of passage for sending off their seniors.

In terms of losing a place where there are no seniors above them, there should be many students looking forward to the farewell party… and subsequently the graduation ceremony.

There weren’t many students eager to get involved in labour-intensive activities, aside from those around me.

Of course, the activities were advertised on school bulletin boards and distributed materials. It was a well-known fact among students.

 

In any case, someone had come to express their opinion. Their words might be factual, but they were likely not their true feelings.

Therefore, in front of the sewing room where the students were waiting, I stopped Shizuku, Kirasaka, and Nakayama.

Not Ogiwara, but Nakayama.

 

I’ll have the other members enter the classroom first and use the brief delay of less than a minute to construct the words I should convey.

The request to delete the videos that will be communicated in the classroom is most likely just a pretext.

It’s a bluff to steer the conversation in the direction we want. An eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth, and a bluff for a bluff. Unless it’s an activity as part of school events, my stance won’t change.

However, this is not a platform to push through personal opinions.

 

The successful completion of the farewell party is the primary premise, and we must act and speak accordingly.

And if there’s anything I can use, I’ll use it.

That’s why I need to anticipate, eliminate, and anticipate again the possibilities that may arise in the conversation that follows.

 

If I were in their position, what would I aim for?

…It’s a truly unpleasant conclusion, but ultimately, it’s like this:

From the pretext of deleting the videos, the ultimate goal would be to get closer to Shizuku, Kirasaka, and Yuuto by participating in the executive committee.

 

Why is that?

Because time is running out.

Even if they’re not graduating seniors, they’re still running out of time. High school students only have three years, a precious time in their lives.

They’ve already spent 700 out of the approximately 1,000 days of high school life.

 

Once they advance to the highest grade in club activities, there will be exams, job hunting, and long breaks every year. Once the new year begins, the number of school days will drastically decrease.

If they want to carve out a page of youthful high school life, now is the time.

In about a month, during the class change opportunity, if they end up in the same class, they can expect to participate in school events together.

 

But that’s all up to luck.

They might have felt the need to take action.

And now, they see the executive committee, in which the three of them are actively participating, right in front of them.

They might prepare some pretext and propose their participation in exchange for retracting the deletion of the videos.

 

…If it were me, this is the kind of thought that would come to mind.

It may seem like a twisted way of thinking, but as long as I keep it in mind as one of the possibilities, there shouldn’t be any problem.

Anyway, since it’s likely that the conversation will proceed with them in a dominant position, I need to put a stop to any trouble to avoid escalation, so I need to put an end to it with Shizuku and Kirasaka.

 

“If they ask to delete the videos, it’s an opportunity to set up a discussion. They might have ulterior motives for asking for something due to self-interest, but the top priority is to successfully conclude the farewell party. I’m willing to compromise a bit, even if it’s troublesome, okay?”

 

If Shizuku or Kirasaka were the representatives, there would be no problem.

However, at this stage, the representative is Shinra Minato.

There’s no hierarchical structure, but the students will likely speak from a superior position. And undoubtedly, they will be outraged.

 

And then, we’ll reject them as unnecessary. If they intervene, there’s a possibility that the problem will escalate in a more troublesome direction.

I want to believe that if I nail it down in advance, they’ll endure it with their usual calm thinking. I didn’t call out to Yuuto because I had a vague sense of reassurance that he wouldn’t step forward until I took some action.

 

I also had baseless confidence that even if I did something, he wouldn’t stop me. He’s probably just standing by, pretending to be cool and watching.

With a composed expression, he wouldn’t let his emotions overflow in front of others.

It’s Ogiwara Yuuto’s virtue and vice.

And then, I turn my gaze towards Nakayama.

 

“I guess this side might feel uncomfortable… so, I’ll apologize in advance, sorry.”

 

I said awkwardly, trying to smile at Nakayama. The result of what was communicated was simple and straightforward.

Their dissatisfaction was not with the content of the videos but with a specific student, Shinra Minato. It seemed like the second possibility I had considered initially was closer to the truth.

As I recalled the scene before entering the classroom and began to pat myself on the back for my somewhat decent anticipation, I was interrupted by Iida, speaking on behalf of the female students.

 

“I’ve seen you bossing around Ogiwara-kun and the others several times, but isn’t it the other way around? Don’t you realize you’re doing more harm than good?”

 

“Harm?… Well, I think it’s only natural to give instructions since I’m the one who organized the gathering and planned the event.”

 

“Then why don’t you step down once people have gathered? You don’t even have the ability, yet you always act so high and mighty… Do you know how many people in this school dislike you?”

 

Maeda quickly followed up with a barrage of words, his face filled with derision.

His gaze flickered towards Shizuku several times, almost as if he were reminding himself of the truth.

High and mighty, lacking talent… These were words I had heard many times before. But I didn’t possess the mentality to be hurt or discouraged by them now.

It was natural that many students in the school disliked me.

 

…Of course.

After all, I had been disliked not only in high school but also in middle school.

 

I couldn’t easily change my beliefs.

I didn’t believe that acting as a group was necessarily right.

I didn’t think that having many friends made someone great.

I didn’t think that excelling in club activities made someone great.

I didn’t think someone was great just because they were beautiful or handsome.

I didn’t think someone could do whatever they wanted just because they were good-looking.

I didn’t think that something done under group psychology was necessarily right.

 

I believed that acting based on individual thoughts and convictions was the right and honourable way.

So even if I was told that I was disliked by a group, I didn’t particularly care.

My only concern was how to solve this problem.

And if I could bear the necessary sacrifices for that, then that would be the best solution.

 

“So, tell me the conditions… That’s why you went through the trouble of gathering us here, right?”

 

Remaining seated, I asked Maeda without changing my expression. Maeda’s discomfort grew stronger in response to my attitude, but I paid it no mind.

If anything, Maeda and Iida were the ones stringing together words that made people uncomfortable.

I didn’t even feel the need to be cautious around them. They had been saying it from the beginning.

 

“That the Executive Committee you’re leading isn’t trustworthy.”

 

So, depending on the conditions, it could mean that they were willing to trust us.

If all they wanted was to delete the videos, they should have simply asserted over the phone that they shouldn’t be used.

But since they gathered people here, it meant they came to negotiate. If they had already vented their grievances, then it was time to present their conditions.

Whether or not we could accept them was all that mattered.

 

“In that case, how about this? We’ll join as substitutes for the Executive Committee since Shinra is stepping down. We’ll also be able to confirm how the videos we provided will be used, and the Executive Committee will suddenly have more manpower, reducing the burden, right?”

 

“Yeah, that’s right. If it’s something like that, then it’s fine, isn’t it?”

 

Iida sought agreement from the female students with the proposed conditions. Although not everyone, the majority of students showed their approval of the conditions.

This included not only the female students but also members of the soccer and baseball teams.

 

However, one person remained silent.

The captain of the baseball team, Machida, quietly stared at me. He didn’t voice any opinions, nod, or react in any way, just silently observing.

What does he want? Why did he come? He was the only one with many unreadable aspects.

 

“Is that okay with you too, Machida?”

 

I asked, finally eliciting a slight response from him.

His gaze, which had been fixed, shifted and met mine. For a brief moment, it was enough to gather everyone’s attention. As everyone waited for his words, Machida spoke clearly in a soft voice.

 

“I’m fine with anything if it helps send off the seniors.”

 

His short, determined words seemed to align with their purpose yet differed in essence.

For Maeda, Iida, and the others, joining the Executive Committee was merely a byproduct. They sought the process rather than the final goal. On the other hand, Machida sought the final goal.

 

Although I initially thought they were the same, it turned out their intentions were not aligned from the start. Just hearing his response seemed to validate the effort put into this troublesome conversation.

At least one person who could be asked for cooperation had been found.

That being said, accepting the conditions themselves wasn’t particularly difficult. With the increase in manpower and favourable terms, it was undoubtedly a good deal.

So, my answer was already decided.

And not just mine, but everyone’s, including the Student Council’s, unintentionally voiced the same response simultaneously.

 

“Declined.”

 

Nine voices overlapped, and instinctively, everyone looked at each other.

Naturally, laughter bubbled up, and small chuckles spread among us, while the students sitting opposite us watched with expressions that seemed to convey their inability to understand.

 



CH#323

#323


 

Just as today is a unique day, tomorrow will also be unique.

Yesterday, and even this moment, in life, are all unique and will never be repeated.

Time doesn’t repeat itself.

Time cannot be rewound.

 

People must constantly make choices, always choosing the best move they can think of at any given moment, if they want to seize the future they desire.

That’s why it’s important to consider the best move for today.

After concluding the meeting with Kirasaka’s father and obtaining his cooperation, I immediately began to take action towards the next step.

 

Time is limited.

Even the seemingly trivial moments of everyday life are precious, and we must not waste even an hour.

We started late, and our group is small.

Among the few contacts listed on my phone, the first one I found was the student council president, Koizumi. I contacted him first to arrange an appointment for a conversation with the kindergarten principal the following day.

 

I’ve already briefed him on the outline.

This time, it’s easier for the conversation to proceed smoothly if we act as the school student council rather than individuals. The guise is as student council members, but in reality, we’re acting as members of the organizing committee.

Both titles can be effectively utilized.

 

Next, I contacted Shizuku.

Many high school boys like children, however, high school girls should like them even more. Likewise, there are more female nursery teachers. So, it’s better off girls handling the task.

I walked through the twilight shopping street while talking to her on the phone. I parted ways with Kirasaka in front of the company. She said it’s not a problem because she’ll be picked up by the company.

 

I was enveloped in the hustle and bustle of the shopping street, alone. The familiar bustle of the shopping street brought me back to reality from the otherworldly place I was in just now, giving me a sense of security.

So, the bustle wasn’t unpleasant at all; rather, I was more concerned about the sound of my loafers, which I hadn’t worn in a long time, echoing on the cobblestones.

The phone against my ear rang a few times, and after it stopped, a voice that I had been hearing for over ten years echoed.

 

“Good evening, Minato-kun.”

 

“…Good evening, Shizuku.”

 

Perhaps because I left most of the after-school activities to her, or perhaps because we didn’t have many opportunities to talk, her voice sounded slightly cheerful.

 

 

 

 

The next day, as student council members, Koizumi and the other five, along with Kirasaka, Yuuto, and Nakayama, a total of nine people, visited the kindergarten after school.

The kindergarten occasionally borrows the schoolyard of Sakuranaoka Academy for its events, which are held as an annual tradition. Events with many visitors, such as sports festivals and bazaars, would be somewhat difficult to hold on the small grounds of the kindergarten.

 

On days when kindergarten events are held on holidays, sports club activities are mainly held outside the school for matches. Indoor club activities are kept light, and most of the day is spent watching the adorable children for relaxation.

Teachers and staff naturally work on those days and work closely with the kindergarten to ensure that no problems arise. However, it is the student council and students who are in direct contact. Under the guise of volunteering, they assist with tasks such as program progression, starting races, and carrying flags for rankings.

The role of deepening friendship with the other party has been traditionally fulfilled by the student council president, so it seems that Koizumi occasionally contacts the principal.

 

This is information that would never come to light in ordinary school life. There would be few students interested in it.

Our student council also does such things…that’s about it.

 

The bazaar was held in November last year. The sports festival was held in June to avoid the summer heat. Normally, after the sports festival, communication would continue until the next event, but this time is different.

This time, as part of the usual communication, I asked separately if it would be possible to set aside time for another conversation, and surprisingly, it was easily agreed upon.

 

The fact that it had been many years and that the former student council president, Hiiragi, Akane had shown a cooperative attitude seemed to have worked in our favour.

The children seem to like President and sometimes ask their principal to ‘have one-chan come play’, making unreasonable requests.

 

Every time, that person somehow found time to come and visit. Neither Koizumi nor Miura knew about it. It was an unexpected aspect that I learned during the process of advancing this conversation.

The children have already gone home by bus, and only the staff remains.

It was a meeting attended by the kindergarten principal, the grade-level head, and many nursery teachers who listened intently.

Among them, Shizuku explained the contents of this year’s farewell party and expressed the desire to have the children participate.

She provided concise information without revealing too much unnecessary detail.

 

“―― With that in mind, we would like to create a farewell party. We understand that it may be inconvenient for you due to this sudden request, but would you be willing to cooperate?”

 

“If the children would be delighted, just like with former President Hiiragi, we will be more than happy to help even more than before, so please, we humbly ask for your cooperation.”

 

Shizuku and Koizumi both spoke, bowing their heads. We followed suit and bowed our heads together.

 

After a moment of looking down, we slowly raised our gazes, only to see the principal wearing a troubled expression. The nursery teachers who had been listening to the conversation expressed their thoughts, which weren’t negative.

They mentioned that it sounded interesting and that since it’s not something they experience often, it might be a good idea. Naturally, the principal likely shared similar thoughts, but there must be some concerns, perhaps about explaining it to the parents.

 

The children cannot be moved outside the kindergarten without approval.

Even though it’s a nearby high school and safer than going on their daily walks, permission would still be necessary to take the children out. The request would be for the senior class children.

In terms of numbers, it would be possible to contact them via phone or circular notice. It would be necessary to prepare formalities, such as sending the children home with a letter for their parents to read.

 

Preparation is essential.

Therefore, I have already made preparations.

If we can gather elements that make it difficult to refuse, the conversation might proceed more smoothly.

 

“…?”

 

I nudged Shizuku, who was sitting next to me, several times with my hand hidden on the desk. Now would be the best timing.

 

“If you could consider it positively, we thought it might take some time to prepare documents for explaining to the parents. So, we’ve prepared a provisional draft here, although it’s brief.”

 

Shizuku took out a document from the folder she had brought. It contained a simplified version of what we had discussed with the principal.

It addressed concerns about safety during transportation and the duration of the children’s restraint. Since the farewell party would take place on a weekday, there was no need to worry about inconveniencing the parents on their day off.

In addition to the explanation that everything would proceed as usual, there was an added sentence.

 

“Under the full cooperation of Mr. Kirasaka Reiya, Representative of the Kirasaka Conglomerate, the farewell party will be held.”

 

I deliberately emphasized this sentence to ensure it caught the eye, perhaps even more than the content of the farewell party itself.

There is no adult in this town who doesn’t know the name of the Kirasaka Conglomerate and Kirasaka Reiya. When Nakayama, who prepared the document, was instructed by me to include this sentence, she looked worried.

It’s natural since it’s forbidden to include a company’s name without permission.

 

However, it’s not a lie.

Although the discussion with the director was about providing funds for the preparation, it can be interpreted as them supporting our activities wholeheartedly.

What I wanted from the director was consent and cooperation. The consent to change the gifts due to insufficient budget to meet the desired content.

 

The fact that he would cooperate even as individuals.

Even though high school students are seen as children by adults, persuasive power is lacking no matter how intelligently they articulate their words.

Just by having a sentence that indicates someone with achievements, persuasive power, and speaking ability is cooperating, some worries can be alleviated.

The principal, a well-built woman, changed her troubled expression to a smile that seemed like the children would like it, and spoke up.

 

“After all the preparation you’ve done for us, refusing now would be disrespectful to all the cooperation you’ve shown so far. I’ll explain to the parents and get their consent by the end of today, and we’ll notify them through the nursery’s newsletter.”

 

Upon hearing those words, Shizuku beamed like a flower, and Koizumi looked genuinely relieved. Miura and the others also sighed in relief and patted their shoulders slowly.

―― With this, the current problem is temporarily resolved. It took some time, but finally, the basic preparations are in place, and now we just need to bring it to fruition.

 

After exchanging pleasantries, the principal informed us that she would confirm the parents’ reactions before contacting us immediately. We decided to wait for the response and then headed back to the school together.

As we walked down the short path, Miura sighed in exasperation.

 

“Seriously, the student council already has enough work, and now they’re adding more. I feel sorry for Shinra for having to deal with this.”

 

“…Well, we did increase the opportunities to meet outside of school, even on days off, so let’s call it even.”

 

“W-Well, I guess that’s… fine.”

 

Miura said, not entirely convinced, but seeing her softened expression, I felt relieved. Koizumi chuckled, and the others joined in, amused by Miura’s endearing reaction. We’ve overcome one hurdle, so it’s no wonder that a calm atmosphere prevails.

Amidst this, someone’s phone rang. It wasn’t mine; everyone checked their own phones, and Shiraishi raised her voice.

 

“It’s mine. Hello, this is Shiraishi speaking.”

 

Stopping in her tracks, she put the phone to her ear and started the call. Considering we all came here together, it would be best for us to wait for her to finish.

As we waited a short distance away to avoid our voices interfering with her call, Shiraishi’s conversation took an unexpected turn.

 

“What? Are you serious now!? W-Wait a minute… We’ve already progressed with various things. Just hold on, I’ll be right back.”

 

Ending the call with a tone of urgency, Shiraishi rushed over to us.

With a complex expression of anxiety, uncertainty, and a hint of suspicion on her face, she apologized as she spoke.

 

“The second-year students from the soccer and baseball teams, as well as the girls’ volleyball team, are demanding to delete the videos they submitted… and they’ve sent us a message to come to the sewing room immediately.”

 

“…Really, now?”

 

…What a hassle.

No, it’s seriously a hassle.

Not only me, but Shizuku and Kirasaka also let out a deep sigh. Why now, and for what reason? I pondered these questions alone for a moment, but somehow, I felt like I understood the reason, even if just vaguely.

 



SS-In a room without him

SS: In a Room Without Him


 

“Why do you like Shinra, Kanzaki-san?”

 

While working in the sewing room on tasks for the executive committee, Nakayama-san asked me this question. I stopped my hands, which were organizing documents, and turned my gaze towards her.

She seemed to bring up the topic during a short break from work, perhaps because her shoulders had stiffened from concentrating too much on the task at hand.

 

However, her question drew curious looks from first-year students Shiraishi-san and Hino-kun.

Fortunately, Minato-kun and Kirasaka-san were absent from this place. Reluctantly, the two of them had gone alone to her father’s company. I had to keep them in check, especially Kirasaka, who was quick to act but difficult to handle.

 

However, it couldn’t be helped this time. Bringing a large group to the company might be considered rude.

So, I was contemplating continuing the work for the two absentees and planning to go shopping with Minato-kun later.

Then, Nakayama’s question came unexpectedly, and for a moment, my thoughts stopped.

 

“Why do I like Minato-kun?”

 

“Yeah, yeah. Everyone in the class knows you’re childhood friends, but honestly, I’m surprised. Why can’t it Ogiwara-kun, who’s just the perfect match just beside you?”

 

She muttered softly. I glanced towards Ogiwara-kun, who was checking the school supplies we would use starting tomorrow.

Her voice, which was deliberately subdued, could only be heard by me and the two underclassmen nearby.

I felt her words might be disrespectful to Ogihara-kun, but by lowering her voice, she seemed to be aware of that already. However, talking about one’s feelings for someone of the opposite sex was a bit embarrassing.

Moreover, sharing it with someone I wasn’t close to was even more uncomfortable.

 

Shiraishi-san and I had been acquainted since the time of the student council elections, and I had known Hino-kun even longer. Although our relationships were different, I had no problem sharing Minato-kun’s merits with these juniors, who he somewhat cared for.

However, it was different with Nakayama.

Classmate, fellow student… However, she had a tendency to mock Minato-kun since before.

She interrupted Minato during discussions about the school trip, and she continued to do the same during the trip and in daily life.

I didn’t like her attitude. I reluctantly accepted her because she was necessary for the project. I heard that she had cooperated with Minato-kun in discussing the terms she proposed.

 

Minato even allowed her to interfere because Ogiwara-kun, whom she liked, was also in the executive committee.

Although Miyashita-san might be displeased by now…

Undoubtedly, Nakayama disliked Minato-kun. It might be his personality, appearance, or atmosphere. Or perhaps all of them.

But Minato didn’t care about those.

He acknowledged her abilities.

He was the kind of person who didn’t mind being disliked, even if he wasn’t thought of as a person by her.

 

That’s why she couldn’t understand him.

The personality of Shinra Minato was something that ordinary students would never understand.

Even if I explained the reasons why I liked him, Nakayama-san wouldn’t understand.

Thinking of suggesting we leave since the sunset was starting to shine into the classroom… Would that help avoid the conversation?

I briefly pondered in the moment.

 

…But that would just be an excuse.

I didn’t want others to understand Minato-kun more than anyone else. It was just something I wanted to keep to myself.

 

That he cherishes his little sister Kaede-chan more than anything else.

That he had been in a long-standing feud with his father.

That he felt a little troubled because his mother spoiled him a little too much.

That he always left his room and the living room doors slightly open in hopes that the cat from the neighbouring house would come and play.

That he had admired Ogiwara-kun, who could do anything.

That he had been disappointed and compared by those around him since childhood.

But that the comparisons were made by those around him and adults, and that her sister and him were not at fault.

That’s why he always interacted with them normally, no matter what anyone said.

That’s why he was disliked by those around him.

 

People made fun of him for not having emotions, but he’s actually kinder and more easily hurt than anyone else.

But he was just better at sealing his emotions and pushing them down deeper than others.

To the point where I didn’t notice it myself.

 

“Nakayama-san, what criteria do you use when choosing a preferred partner of the opposite sex?”

 

“Well… things like appearance, personality, and whether our hobbies match?”

 

“Then, among those, what do you prioritize the most?”

 

“Um… I guess personality?”

 

I asked, received a response, and then asked again. After a moment of hesitation, Nakayama answered.

Not confidently, but with some hesitation. There are countless factors that contribute to liking someone. It varies from person to person, and there is no correct answer.

So, her response was also correct. But it was Nakayama-san’s choice, not mine.

 

“For me, it’s whether they have a sense of self. I once lost mine.”

 

As I murmured this, Nakayama-san, followed by Shiraishi-san and Hino-kun, glanced around.

They showed expressions of understanding the meaning of the words to some extent, but not perfectly.

 

People all have different faces.

The false self created to meet expectations. The self that projects a model answer to be recognized by others. The self trapped by appearance. The self that interprets it as acceptable to belittle modest people if they are central figures in the class.

They probably all know which face belongs to whom without me pointing it out. They’re just aware and avoiding looking at it. Including myself…

 

So, what I seek is someone who doesn’t lose themselves.

Someone who doesn’t conform to others’ thoughts, even if they’re laughed at, mocked, compared, or disliked.

 

Because I believe that is what truly makes a strong person. That’s why I’m infatuated. With Minato-kun, who is constantly called ordinary.

That’s why I’m conscious of it. With Kirasaka Rei, a strong opponent.

 

“I don’t like the people who are popular in class. I don’t think someone is amazing just because they’re good at studying or sports. I think someone is cool when, even if they make a wrong choice, they don’t justify it by saying everyone else did it too. They stand up and object, without bending themselves, even if they’re alone.”

 

“Isn’t that obvious? Or what we’re doing is wrong?”

 

“Neither you nor I can do what’s obvious.”

 

She looked a little dissatisfied with my words. If she thinks like Minato-kun, then the group is a single entity.

The group’s will dictates its decisions. Minorities are seen as foreign elements. Moving from the majority to the minority is scarier and more difficult than words can express.

Because it deviates from the category’s framework. As a result, bullying and conflicts arise.

 

Minato-kun is universally disliked by the top students in the school caste. Because he chooses the truly correct choices and words that they don’t want to hear.

Conversely, he is somewhat favourably regarded by the students who spend their time in the shadows. Because he speaks for them, expressing answers they could never say aloud.

 

People can’t endure loneliness. So, it might be inevitable that Minato-kun isn’t understood.

His choices represent a path of solitude in a modern world that outwardly respects individuality but inwardly depends on conformity to the group.

 

But perhaps someday, when they become adults, they’ll realize. They’ll realize the amazing things Minato-kun did during his student days.

And I’m happy that I could realize it early. Walking alongside him during our student days, which are important in life and will be remembered with longing many times over.

I should be able to look back and be proud of the choices I made without embarrassment or regret.

Even now, I’m feeling a little proud.

 

“Looks will age and decay, they’re not immutable. I find a cool way of living more attractive. I think Ogiwara-kun is a good person, but he’s not my type.”

 

I asserted this as my answer to Nakayama-san’s question.

Anything beyond this is my secret alone.

The good aspects of Minato-kun that only I know.

 

To Nakayama-san, who patted my shoulder a little and said, “Do your best,” I briefly conveyed those words before starting to prepare to leave.

How will she approach Ogiwara-kun from now on?

But there’s one more thing I can assert.

 

With her current self, Ogiwara-kun will never turn around. Ogiwara-kun, who has spent more time with Minato-kun than any other male student, keenly feels his greatness.

The strength of Miyashita-san, who emerged from the circle of girls by her own will. Nakayama-san should really be wary of someone like her, instead of me.

Because I am not special, nor is Kirasaka-san.

 

Will she be able to realize that the person she looked down on and assumed was beneath her has actually been moving forward all this time?

I don’t have the luxury to offer help.

I have to strive not to lose to Kirasaka Rei and Hiiragi Akane.

 


<BBX> : Heya, I’m back, just a few chapters until we reach the end(?).


CH#322

#322


<Author-san> : Sugar warning at the end of the chapter.


 

The director returned the budget documents to me and crossed his legs, folded his arms and closed his eyes, looking up at the ceiling.

Before explaining my opinion, I want to make it clear where the curves came from. If it turns out they were different, that would be a problem in itself.

 

To confirm this with the director, I’ve taken a few screenshots from the remaining recorded footage at the school using my smartphone. In reality, the data is on Kirasaka’s phone, as her phone model, which she uses, has better camera than mine.

Glancing over at Kirasaka, who seems to be enjoying the conversation between us men, I direct my gaze towards her. Sensing the meaning, Kirasaka moves over to our side.

 

“Kirasaka, could you show the photos you took at school—”

 

“Oh, there are two Kirasakas here.”

 

“…Rei-san, the photos from earlier—”

 

“‘-san’ is so formal, you can just call me by my name as usual.”

 

She takes out her phone from her uniform pocket, but there’s a smirk as she didn’t hand it over. Instead, the screen displays a recording indicator.

REC with a big red button on the screen.

 

…What’s she waiting for?

It’s true that there are two of them when you include her parents, but there’s no need to say that now, and I sigh in frustration.

I’m the only one feeling nervous; she’s just business as usual. For her, the director is her parent, and I’m just a friend. She doesn’t have any reason to be like that.

 

Even so, there’s something nostalgic about this exchange of words. When I first talked to her after starting school, she said I could call her by her name just like usual.

I remember refusing at that time. I scoffed at the idea of calling someone by their first name right after meeting them, like some protagonist from a light novel.

But, spending almost a year together can easily change one’s feelings. The resistance I once felt to using her first name now feels embarrassing.

 

“Rei, please show the data to the director.”

 

“…Okay.”

 

“…Your ears are turning red, don’t react so innocently.”

 

As soon as I speak, she taps the screen, recording for just about three seconds. I’ll refrain from asking what she plans to do with that audio.

One should never intrude on a maiden’s secrets or touch her reverse scale.

She hands the phone over to her father and scrolls through a few photos for the president to confirm. He nods several times and immediately returns it to his daughter.

 

“I’m sure the photos are from the donation our company made, but I was a little surprised to see that your folder is full of pictures of him.”

 

“…Can you please not look at the unnecessary photos?”

 

Rarely displaying emotions, she takes the phone back from the director in a hurry and tucks it into her uniform to conceal it. At the same time, she places a tray of tea and steamed buns, enough for three people, on the table.

One in front of each of us, and one next to me. She then takes a seat next to me. We’re so close that our shoulders would touch if we moved even a little, and I can even feel her body heat.

But I’m not such a pure boy that I would be flustered by that.

My hand holding the teacup trembles, and I feel like the tea is about to spill, but that’s just my imagination.

 

“However, I’m a little surprised to be boldly criticized for wasting money, it’s being a long time since I’ve experienced it.”

 

He stifles his laughter, looking genuinely amused.

The Kirasaka family’s values ​​have many similarities. They become extremely gentle towards those they’re interested in.

As long as I remain a subject of interest to the director, I don’t think I’ll be brushed aside.

 

“Until we reach a conclusion in this conversation, let’s consider various things on the condition that you express your true intentions.”

 

“…Thank you.”

 

Leaning forward with my elbows on my knees, my eyes give off an eerie sense of seeing through everything. My clenched fist tightens and starts to sweat.

Don’t deceive, don’t try to hide the true meaning of your words, don’t hold back.

I don’t know what’s good about being Shinra Minato as a person.

If they like me, that’s fine.

I answered honestly, speaking what I truly felt.

 

“Specifically, where did you determine the waste?”

 

“Other companies also provide gifts for graduation ceremonies. There are no companies that prepare two gifts, including farewell parties.”

 

“Companies have their own ways of doing things, and I don’t think it’s right for outsiders to criticize them.”

 

“I’m aware that companies have their own ways of doing things. However, even if other schools receive similar treatment, it’s too much to allocate resources… even for a large company, money is finite.”

 

The amount might be small enough not to hurt, but it adds up.

Kikyo Girl’s Academy, where Kaede is attending, is nearby. That academy should have a similar relationship with companies like ours, so they’re probably receiving similar treatment.

There are also several other high schools in the adjacent city. As a large company, we have wider connections than others.

That’s why it seems like a waste to me.

 

“Children are treasures for both the town and our company. There shouldn’t be any problem celebrating them grandly.”

 

“For us, it’s a big problem. The graduation ceremony should be a congratulatory message from everyone involved, but the farewell party is a gift from current students… if the spotlight is taken away from the main event on both days, our plans and efforts will be in vain.”

 

Unfortunately, humans are creatures of money.

Even if someone doesn’t have a romantic mindset, if they’re presented with lavish fresh flowers, anything we prepare afterward will look cheap.

We, high school students without financial resources, naturally lean towards things that appeal to the spirit.

A huge impact is nothing but a disadvantage.

As it stands, my response seems to have earned the director’s approval, as I see him nodding several times.

 

“While it’s true that my daughter attends Sakuranaoka Academy, many of our employees, including those from our subsidiary, are graduates. Therefore, it’s true that we want to celebrate more generously than others… however, if it’s unnecessary, we’ll limit it to the graduation ceremony this year. But unless you present what you’re looking for and what benefits there are, it won’t lead to any support.”

 

It is indeed reasonable.

So, I take out a red pen from my pocket and start circling some parts of the documents I received back. The pages contain the budget proposal for this financial year. Among them are several important sections.

Both the director and Kirasaka next to him peer in, and all three of our gazes converge.

 

“We’re planning to ask for cooperation from nearby facilities for things like packaging materials for wrapping gifts, DVDs for dubbing, etc. So, could you bear the expenses for things like snacks to be given as a small token of appreciation? Of course, it may be a small amount, but we’ll make sure to mention your company in our promotion.”

 

It’s not a discussion about giving up one donation for another. If we can set a precedent and build a relationship, it might pay off for the juniors in the future.

Even so, gathering everything I’ve mentioned will still inflate the amount.

The amount of 150,000 yen provided by the school is a large sum for high school students. However, if we assume that the gifts from current students cost about 500 yen each and there are about 150 graduates, that would be 75,000 yen alone, half of the budget.

Even if we cut back on decorations, we’re planning to make a video letter this year.

We want to give students the option to receive something other than just data like DVDs.

 

“We plan to publish the video letter we create on the school’s website. The video will be easily accessible and will catch the attention of prospective students considering enrollment, as well as companies involved in internships and such. We’ll make sure to clearly state the names of cooperating companies there.”

 

…I haven’t actually discussed this with the school yet.

If I had brought it up first, the whole proposal might have been stopped in its tracks. That’s why I plan to report to the school afterwards, with the agreement I’ve made with the director.

If Nakayama’s video quality is high, it will also serve as promotion for the school on a website where many prospective students are likely to see it. I believe I can negotiate with the school somehow, even if it’s difficult. If not, I’ll try to push it through with the help of the chairman, Shizuku, or Kirasaka.

However, it’s a fact that the effectiveness of the proposed benefits to the director is weak.

 

So, this is just a whim of a child.

With that awareness, I’ll make my request after stating upfront that it’s a whim.

But the negotiation itself isn’t equal.

Promotion would benefit the school more, and from the company’s perspective, it’s just a small gesture.

 

“What facility are you asking for cooperation from?”

 

“It’s a kindergarten across from the school. I’m just thinking about negotiating with them to have the current students hand the gifts to the seniors… it’s just a hope since I’m about to start negotiations. Especially girls like that, right, little kids?”

 

“I’d like to see that. It must be heartwarming to see the kindergarteners rush into the gym.”

 

“You’re welcome to peek from the shadows.”

 

However, I want to present this condition if they’re willing to cooperate. Of course, since I’m the one making the request, I won’t say something like that outright.

Even if I present benefits that are difficult to realize, the president will immediately reject them. Even if the proposed content is laughed at as pathetic, this is my limit.

The rest is to judge whether the proposals from the president are feasible and to support them.

 

“In that case, how about making a personal request to you for something?”

 

Anticipating that I’ll follow up, Director proposes, contemplating how to handle it. Of course, betting on myself was also one of the considerations.

So, I’m not surprised, but I’m anxious about whether it’s within my capabilities alone.

 

“If it’s within my capabilities, I don’t mind… I’m planning to be privately exploited by Rei-san as thanks for arranging this seat for me.”

 

I express my agreement and a small complaint, and Kirasaka stares at me with dissatisfaction.

Oh no… even if she looks at me like that, all I can do is break into a cold sweat.

The problem is, what exactly will I be asked to do?

Kirasaka doesn’t seem to have been informed in advance either, as she waits with apparent interest for her father’s words.

 

“How about marrying Rei?”

 

“…”

 

…Do fathers in this world like to marry off their children?

I can easily imagine a father who firmly opposes his daughter’s marriage.

Is this just a little joke in the conversation?

 

No… given the flow of the conversation and the look in the president’s eyes, few would think it’s a joke. While his mouth and eyes show a smile, his eyes are completely serious.

It’s not about enjoying the reaction, but rather testing it. In that case, I won’t deceive or tell lies.

 

“Okay.”

 

“…Minato? As expected even I, feel dissatisfied with the sudden development.”

 

“Well, well…”

 

Kirasaka interjects with more discontent evident in her glare than before. I try to calm her down with both hands and then turn back to face the director.

The voice that comes out of my mouth in front of a superior is surprisingly devoid of emotion, even to myself, it’s chillingly detached.

 

“If that’s truly what Kirasaka wants and it’s her genuine desire, then I don’t mind.”

 

At the very least, the Kirasaka Rei I know would never want her future decided on rails laid down by her parents.

And even if the director affirms it, the real thing isn’t there.

The accumulation of memories, the time spent, the struggles, the happiness—all of these determine the fleeting future, not some predetermined destiny.

 

Somewhere, there will be flaws that will make the child unhappy. Decisions made without allowing them their own will are merely for the parents’ self-satisfaction.

Life may be short, but that much I can assert with confidence.

If my reaction earns indifference and gets rejected, I’ll apologize to everyone with a dogeza.

 

Without averting my gaze from the intersecting stares, Kirasaka, who was suddenly brought into the conversation, anxiously shifts her gaze between the two faces.

It may have been just a few seconds, but after the staring contest that feels like minutes or even hours, the president suddenly smiles gently.

 

“Alright, proceed as you wish. If there’s anything you need during the process, send the invoice from Rei to me.”

The director swiftly moves the conversation forward and stands up. I had forgotten that a person as busy as him had made time for me in the first place.

I hastily get up to express my gratitude, but the director raises his hand as if to say it’s unnecessary.

 

“It’s a loan, I intend to have it returned soon though.”

 

Lastly, with a mischievous grin on his face, like that of a mischievous boy, Director promptly leaves the reception room. I lower my head in gratitude, knowing it’s meaningless with the door now unmanned.

 

…What will he demand when we meet next time?

As soon as I lift my head, the tension drains from my stiff body and I slump into the chair. A sigh escapes, and perhaps a bit of my soul escapes with it.

Kirasaka wraps her arm around me as if to comfort me, and her face approaches mine. Just five centimeters more, and our lips would touch at this close distance.

She lightly touches my cheek with her white, slender fingertips and whispers along with her breath.

 

“I wish we really got married.”

 

“…”

 

As soon as I hear her words, embarrassment washes over me.

What a third-rate line she has uttered…

Not knowing where to direct my embarrassment, I touch her hair with my left hand, just slightly.

 

“Your hair… it’s grown a bit more.”

 

“But you like it that way, don’t you?”

 

She says those words in a cheerful tone.

It seems I’ve managed to hit the mark for Kirasaka Rei’s passing grade.

 


<BBX> : (❁´◡`❁)

PS: I’ll be out for 2-3 days before resuming the updates, got some work IRL


CH321

#321


Money is truly a troublesome thing.

Without money, you can’t afford food, a place to live, or even attend school.

Even hobbies, despite varying in initial investment, require money to pursue. Some might argue that there are hobbies like walking or running that don’t require any investment beyond your own body.

But what about the clothes for exercising? What about the shoes?

 

Ultimately, when asked what is most important for human life, the answer is money. However, it’s strange that even if you have a lot of it, you tend to be resented by others.

They say the nail that sticks out gets hammered down, but in this case, it’s more about jealousy born from envy.

 

Humans, always striving for average, perhaps diminish the excitement of life in doing so, I now realize belatedly.

But such thoughts are irrelevant now. The person in front of me is more sensitive to the word ‘money’ than the average person. Perhaps it’s a necessary skill for a manager, or maybe he’s pressed a certain motivational button.

 

“Is the money a donation or a loan?”

 

“…I’d like you to listen to the details and judge for yourself.”

 

His eyebrows furrowed slightly. But from his tone, there was no sign that he was being disrespectful or mean. It’s as if his interest has intensified, but only towards the content.

 

Donation… what a nice ring to it.

Compared to overseas, Japanese people tend to have a lax attitude towards the usage and results of donations.

What matters most is the sentiment, not the outcome.

It’s both a virtue and a vice of the Japanese.

It all comes down to the results.

Success or failure.

 

This time, what I’m being asked for is success.

Since they hosted the farewell party, the content doesn’t matter… he’s not expecting such a result, and I don’t want to showcase such a result in public either.

 

Yes, the biggest issue is indeed money.

When I thought about the visit to the director, some might have imagined it. Money is important in everything, right?

But, let’s be honest, looking into a high schooler’s wallet won’t reveal much. You probably wouldn’t want to know about the financial situation of an older brother who gets less allowance than his younger sister… it’s rather bleak.

 

Of course, we can’t rely on the students in the organizing committee to collect funds.

Because this is a school event. If it were to be funded by both the school’s budget and the students, it would be problematic.

 

That is, unless it’s for preparing a gift for a specific person based on personal connections.

So, what should we do?

We should approach the school to increase the budget.

Result: Rejected.

The reason is simple: the budget has been enough in previous years. Schools aren’t places for unpaid service. They’re places to nurture students who have completed compulsory education and come to learn of their own volition.

 

Of course, they wouldn’t spare expenses for education, but they’re strict when it comes to these kinds of school events.

Every year, they make do with the fixed budget.

As a result, the contents are almost the same every year.

Could it be that the reason they’re similar is not because of a lack of ingenuity, but because the budget itself is insufficient?

I suggested this might be a negative loop, but it was met with a glance and a sigh, and the conversation ended.

 

Well, if we were to gather student opinions through surveys and approach the student council, the possibilities might broaden, but we don’t have time.

Let’s leave this as a task for next year.

With Shiraishi and Hino-kun, it’ll be fine.

 

The second option considered was to find cheaper stores for the items to be purchased, including equipment, to create room in the budget.

However, this would take too much time, and we’d have to allocate an appropriate number of people to visit surrounding areas, so it’s not feasible.

 

In that case, what should I do?

Former seniors in similar positions must have thought about this before. The conclusion is evident from the past events.

Abandoning any thoughts and just settling for the usual content year after year. Because, really, there’s nothing else that can be done. Truly important people should have individual arrangements already in place.

Most of them are from different grades, and once graduation is over, they’ll never meet again. There are no idiots foolish enough to sacrifice themselves for a school event.

 

So, this year’s members are a group of fools. And the leader of these fools, inevitably, is the biggest fool.

Their motivations are simple: because Hiiragi Akane, who provided a significant turning point in high school life, is there.

Plus, he’s a fool who want to show off and look cool in front of the entire school.

Even though nothing will change, he wants to stand by the people by their side and prevent others from speaking out against them.

I’m not alone in thinking this anymore.

 

When it comes to mentioning money to the director of the Kirasaka conglomerate, there’s no turning back. No other student would ever dare to, or even be able to, say such things.

Children have pride too.

And it’s a much more troublesome pride than that of adults. Don’t underestimate teenagers.

 

“Thank you, I’m sorry”, are words they can’t say to your face, which is why conflicts arise so often at this age.

To proceed with the conversation, I need the documents that Shizuku and Kirasaka carefully reviewed the other day regarding the budget for the farewell party.

When I received them, they were handwritten, but today I recreated them on the computer, as I need to show them to the director.

I take them out of my bag and place them on the desk, then offer them to the director.

 

“These are the documents regarding the budget for the farewell party, prepared by your daughter and my childhood friend.”

 

“Let’s have a look.”

 

The director responds briefly, then flips through the pages one by one.

He’s flipping through them at a speed that seems like speed reading, but I wonder if he’s really absorbing the contents…

If it were me, I’d definitely need more than enough time.

I debated how many years’ worth of documents to prepare, but I ultimately decided to hand over three years’ worth.

 

High school operates on a three-year cycle, so it should be just right.

The documents list the annual budget, the items purchased with it, the names of the items, the amounts, and the prices from the purchase stores.

Every year, the budget is stretched to its limit, with no carryovers.

 

“The annual budget is 150,000 yen. This includes decorations for the ceremony and gifts from current students to the graduates.”

 

Sakuranaoka Academy operates under a unrestrictive policy called freedom.

The students are entrusted with running events as long as they ensure the success of the only event that generates profit, the culture festival.

Conversely, in years when events like the culture festival didn’t go well, teachers often intervened, as Koizumi explained to us during a previous briefing on the executive committee.

 

So, it’s not simply the school bearing the full burden, but indirectly, all students contribute.

With this in mind, this year’s budget is the same as usual, but there’s minimal intervention from the teachers.

While there’s an obligation to report, we can still move around freely like this.

Going back further than the three years we initially handed to the director and recalculating, it’s overwhelmingly clear that the budget falls short for what we’re trying to accomplish.

 

The gymnasium where the event will take place already has red carpets and banners to hang on the walls, provided by the school. It seems there are also gifts for the graduates from both the school and the PTA, but gifts from current students are limited to items costing no more than 1000 yen.

<BBX: PTA = Parents Teacher Association, smh>

 

Well, these kinds of gifts are all about the thought behind them. It’s not about the price, so even if they’re inexpensive, it’s not a problem.

… Expecting cutting-edge games or the like would be troublesome.

 

“You’ve researched the details thoroughly. From this document, I can grasp a general idea, but are you saying you want to do something different this year?”

 

“…It’s a student event, so we can’t do anything too grand, but I’d like to make it somewhat memorable.”

 

Even though one of the motivations was to abandon our obsession with details, the desire to create a memorable moment for the graduating students, including the president, remains unchanged.

Last year, we attended the farewell party as first-year students. The graduating students have sent off seniors twice, just like us.

So, because we already know what to expect in terms of both the content and the outcome, we don’t want it to end the same way as always.

We can’t prepare a huge venue or lavish gifts, but we can be creative.

 

“Every year, in addition to gifts from the PTA and students, flowers are also sent as donations from companies that collaborate with the mayor and interns.”

 

The appearance of the farewell party and graduation ceremony venues doesn’t differ much over the two days.

The central aisle in the gymnasium is covered with a red carpet leading to the stage, and there are many fresh flowers placed at the entrance.

And every year, next to the red carpet, there’s an arch made of countless moth orchids.

 

It’s not surprising to see congratulatory flowers. It’s not surprising, but it felt strange when researching. The arches were made of fresh flowers every year.

Naturally, they wouldn’t be stored in the school’s equipment room.

However, the list of donations only mentions flowers. So, who’s donating them?

 

There’s no confirmation, but it’s almost certainly Kirasaka’s company.

In addition to the grand flowers sent every year, which are more magnificent than those from other companies, they also prepare different flowers for each of the farewell and graduation ceremonies.

Looking back at photos and videos, it was easier to notice because they were larger than the others.

As a precaution, I included photos of the flowers, along with the names of the companies that donated them, on the last page of the documents I handed over.

The director starts to understand bit by bit what I’m trying to convey as he looks at them.

 

Now, onto the main topic.

Even though I’ve been reassuring myself that I’m just a 17-year-old kid with whims, it’s still scary.

After all, the person I’m dealing with is the head of a major company that often appears on TV.

 

…Could I incur their displeasure and end up buried in the mountains?

Shaking off such anxieties, I speak without pretense or hesitation.

 

“I’d like to consult with you about something. Would it be possible to limit the donations to the graduation ceremony only?”

 

“…And may I ask for the reason?”

 

“It’s a personal opinion, but I think it’s a waste of money.”

 

As I say this, I reach out my hand to retrieve the documents I handed to the director.

 



CH#320

#320


 

What I’m about to do is nothing but childish play imitating adults.

It’s a strategy to push through unreasonable demands with selfishness and youthfulness that one would never be able to accomplish once they become working adults and take responsibility for their jobs.

 

Of course, the compensation isn’t monetary; it’s the freedom for a single girl to decide the fate of a person named Shinra Minato.

If being a servant is fine with her, I won’t refuse to work in her main residence, let alone her secondary one.

 

The decision is entrusted solely to Kirasaka Rei.

In return, she managed to arrange a meeting with Kirasaka Reiya, her father and the boss of the Kirasaka Conglomerate.

 

Honestly, when I made this request to her, I thought I thought of an 80% chance of rejection, 10% of postponement and rest as her acceptance.

However, surprisingly, the answer was an immediate OK with an invitation to come over right away.

Although there are many things I want to do within the school, at this stage, there are limited opportunities for me to actively participate.

If the other party happens to have time available, it’s best to visit them for a meeting as soon as possible.

 

It seems Kirasaka will also accompany me. We visited a traditional Japanese sweets shop in the shopping district together. When the familiar grandma there asked in a gentle voice, “Did yourself find yourself a girlfriend?” I smiled dryly and denied it.

You see, grandmothers have surprisingly wide social circles.

 

If rumours spread through casual conversation in the shopping district, it will not only inconvenience me but also her.

So, when I denied it, Kirasaka, who gave me a scary look and pinched my side, she was probably embarrassed, yeah.

 

I’m not scared, I’m not scared, if I say I’m not scared, then I’m not scared.

This time, Shizuku isn’t participating because, well, you know, the discussion’s content is a bit… sensitive.

I really want Kirasaka to wait in a separate room or something, but since I’ve already asked her for this favour, it can’t be helped.

 

“Father has set aside some time between work, so one hour is the limit. Anything beyond that is not acceptable.”

 

While checking the time on the small, cute wristwatch wrapped around her arm, Kirasaka warned me with a single sentence.

It’s already after school hours, and our arrival should be just before 4:00 PM.

 

If I assume that the typical working hours for adults are from 5:00 to 6:00 PM, this visit is just in time.

 

“Even five minutes or ten minutes is appreciated, so I’m grateful for you making time for me. Is this kind of souvenir okay?”

 

“He doesn’t like expensive things too much, so he’ll probably be happy.”

 

Raising the paper bag in my right hand, I felt anxious several times. Seeing me like that, Kirasaka smiled briefly as we walked side by side.

 

…Then, I guess it’ll be fine.

Visiting with a souvenir in hand, who do you think you are, some kind of thoughtful gentleman?

Anxiety is inevitable with unfamiliar actions. Let’s think of it as a good experience.

 

The place I was summoned to is a building where her father has an office he uses while staying in this town, not in Tokyo.

It’s conveniently close to the nearest station I usually use.

Certainly, I’ve been curious about the strikingly elegant building since long ago, but it seems to be a dedicated building her father uses when he needs it for work.

 

He owns several buildings, but he has chosen the one closest to the school this time to avoid drawing attention.

…Whether the term strikingly elegant is appropriate or not depends on the viewer’s impression, and opinions might be divided.

 

Certainly, it’s not vertically extensive. Since it probably doesn’t have ten floors, it’s understandable if you hear that multiple companies rent space here.

However, if it’s said to be a single company’s dedicated space… it’s huge.

 

Standing still in front of the automatic door, contemplating such thoughts, Kirasaka entered the building without hesitation, as if entering her own home. Well, if it’s a building owned by her father, it might feel like home in a sense.

Following her into the building, I saw two women standing at what seemed to be the reception area. As their gaze shifted from the documents in their hands to us, they bowed respectfully upon seeing Kirasaka.

 

“Miss, thank you for coming.”

 

“Director is waiting for you in the reception room on the seventh floor.”

 

The woman on the left expressed gratitude, while the one on the right informed us of the director’s location. I glanced briefly at Kirasaka’s expression, but she responded with a simple “thank you” and continued walking past them towards the corridor leading to the elevator.

…I had been prepared to go through the reception process as usual, but upon further thought, it seemed unnecessary.

 

Well, personally, I would have appreciated it if they had followed the reception procedure. The receptionists’ stares were quite painful. I wonder how to react to such an intensely curious and warm gaze.

For now, I bowed slightly and followed Kirasaka.

 

 

Quietly, the elevator transported us to the seventh floor, and upon disembarking, we were greeted by a large door with a sign that read ‘Reception Room’.

It seems there is nothing on the seventh floor except for the reception room and restroom. More accurately, it seems the entire floor is occupied by the reception room.

 

Perhaps it’s designed to accommodate a large number of visitors from other companies in one room with chairs and tables.

The atmosphere of this floor is different from the typical office building, to say the least. Prompted by the atmosphere, I stopped next to Kirasaka and observed her demeanour.

 

Kirasaka gave a small smile and gestured for me to proceed. From here on, it seems it’s your job, as indicated by her attitude.

I took a deep breath and lightly adjusted my hair with my hand. Kirasaka peeked at me and nodded slightly as I adjusted my blazer and tie.

With her signal, I knocked on the door a few times.

 

“Come in.”

 

The reply came from behind the door.

It’s a voice I’ve heard a few times before, the voice of the director. Once again, I exhaled to calm my nerves and grasped the doorknob.

…It’s okay, my hands aren’t trembling, and my thoughts are clearer than I imagined.

 

“Excuse me.”

 

I announced firmly before turning the doorknob and pushing the door open.

For a moment, I closed my eyelids lightly against the light pouring in from the room’s lighting and windows, but soon, I quickly scanned the room with minimal eye movement.

 

It’s not lavish or ornate, just pure minimalism.

The sofas, the desks, and even the carpets are all very simple in shape and colour, but definitely not cheap.

 

Even I, who haven’t seen much furniture other than what’s at home, can tell at a glance that they’re quite expensive.

However, there are no flashy ornaments or paintings on the walls, just a room for face-to-face conversation… that’s the impression.

 

Sitting there, already waiting, was Kirasaka’s father, Kirasaka Reiya, the head of the Kirasaka Conglomerate.

As usual, he wore a suit impeccably, with a clean hairstyle and a gaze that seemed to be examining something.

 

When his daughter informed him of today’s conversation, he might have had intentions of this. What will this boy talk about and wish for today?

It’s probably some kind of entertainment. From the gaze directed at me, I feel something reminiscent of the Kirasaka I first met.

 

“Thank you for taking the time today. It’s nothing special, but…”

 

“This is thoughtful of you. I’ll enjoy it later.”

 

First, expressing gratitude for making time. The director conveyed his intention to Kirasaka with eye contact as she nodded slightly and took the bag from me.

Heading towards the serving area at the back of the room implies they’ll be consumed during this time, despite Kirasaka’s earlier statement about not preferring expensive sweets.

 

While observing Kirasaka gracefully preparing tea in the corner of my vision, I focused my attention on the person in front of me.

As the director gestured for me to sit, I uttered a few words before taking my seat.

 

 

The first time we exchanged words was almost ten months ago when I went to a hotel affiliated with the conglomerate for a job experience.

Since then, we’ve had a few brief interactions, even during the cultural festival, but this is the first time we’re having a one-on-one conversation.

A renowned entrepreneur who single-handedly expanded the company into a globally recognized conglomerate.

Normally, it would be unusual for a student to be seated in the same room as such a person. I wonder what Kirasaka told him and what prompted him to agree.

There are many things I’d like to ask, but they’re irrelevant to the current discussion.

 

“Shinra-kun, Rei asked me to make some time to talk with you. So, what do you have to say today?”

 

Seated comfortably, legs crossed, hands clasped together, he looked at me, and his lips curled up slightly.

He just looked like a male version of Kirasaka Rei while doing such gestures.

 

I had thought about what to say. However, I hadn’t decided on the approach until I saw his reaction in this setting.

So, while I had the content in mind, I hadn’t thought about how to introduce the subject.

Each of the three approaches—starting with the main topic and pushing with intensity, speaking like a wise student, or appealing emotionally—seemed bad.

 

All three methods would likely have been tried and tested by someone with extensive experience in countless business dealings.

Naturally, the requirements were communicated by Kirasaka since I requested this meeting.

Seeing the director not bring up the topic from the requirements, I wondered if he hadn’t been informed or if he was waiting for me to approach the topic.

Given my position as the one who requested the meeting, it seemed only natural for me to start the conversation…

 

In the background, Kirasaka, who was observing from a slightly distant place behind the director, showed no signs of anxiety on her face.

Whether they were there out of friendship, trust, or love, it didn’t matter.

Just the fact that she believed I would be okay dispelled any lingering fragments of anxiety in the depths of my heart.

 

“I’m currently involved in preparing for a farewell party for the graduates next weekend with your daughter Rei-san and several friends. The president… Akane-senpai, whom your daughter has a close relationship with, will also be there.”

 

“For Rei, who sees Akane as a true older sister, graduation is both a joyous and somewhat lonely occasion. It’s a bit sad to see them leave the nest as a parent.”

 

“I haven’t known President for as long as Rei-san, but she has still taken care of me. …I want to send her off with the greatest celebration.”

 

The words flowed smoothly without anything choking in my throat. They were honest words that conveyed my current position and feelings.

The slight smiles on both of our faces conveyed a hint of sadness. Even though our positions were different, we all felt a bit lonely.

The one thing we had in common between me and the director was the desire to celebrate and send off President.

But as long as we shared that one point, there was no problem.

 

“Embarrassingly enough, the performance of the students giving instructions leaves much to be desired, and we’re facing a mountain of problems.”

 

I shrugged my shoulders with a wry smile.

Director didn’t interject or interrupt the conversation, but simply muttered, “Hmm,” before speaking.

 

“What are the current issues?”

 

“We only have a week left, including weekends. We’re short on manpower, and the video messages scheduled for the day are barely progressing.”

 

There are other problems remaining, but there’s no need to explain everything upfront. As long as he understands that there are many remaining issues, that’s sufficient.

Kirasaka has a favourable opinion of me, and I feel sorry for having to explain my incompetence to her father in detail. What I’m about to ask for should be enough to lower the director’s evaluation of me.

…I don’t like it. Even knowing that it’s something I don’t like doing, I can’t stop myself. The switch has been flipped, and it’s a non-stop express train to either success or failure, not a local train with multiple stops.

 

“This time, I requested Rei-san for an appointment to discuss the most pressing issue among them.”

 

“Let’s hear it.”

 

Director urged me to continue without changing his demeanour.

I’ve simulated this scenario many times. I’ve twisted my inadequate brain to anticipate reactions and have prepared my responses in advance.

 

But secretly, I’ve often thought that if I were in the opposite position, I’d truly be a brat.

To an onlooker, my forced smile would be obvious, but I maintain my tone without lowering it and straighten my posture to deliver the main point concisely.

 

“It’s about money.”

 

“…”

 

“It’s money.”

 

“…I didn’t miss that.”

 

Ah, I see.

I had mistakenly thought the director had missed it because it wasn’t the words he was expecting. However, before getting into the main topic, there’s one more thing I want to address.

Just a formality—I intend to wrap up everything with this one statement.

 

“…Please bear with me for a moment as I explain a bit of ‘the whims of an ignorant child.’”

 

With that, I smiled as big as I could go.

Yes, this is just the whim of a child.

It’s nothing more than an innocent child who doesn’t know any better coming to make a grand request based on a small connection with his daughter’s classmate.

 

There’s a girl in the corner of the room, trying to suppress her laughter, probably touched by my words.

I’m delighted to have such a humorous friend.

And perhaps, looking back later, I realized that the smile I wore at that moment was probably quite twisted.